Tired

I'm tired. I'm finally tired. I have been on a roller coaster since I have been at the pain clinic. First I went through the withdrawal when I went off the medication and the the obsessive compulsiveness came back, slowly at first and then I got this talking thing. I used to get teased by my family that I was born talking. It went away with the medication, I was able to censor myself but now it's back, It's harder to control the talking. And the cleaning and the other things.

Then the hyper activity came. I starting getting up early every morning, very unusual for me. I couldn't sit still and watch T.V. without something to occupy my hands. I was multitasking my multitasking, etc...

Then today I came home from work and I realized I was tired. Not hyper, just tired. I still did lots of stuff because I haven't gotten into the new pharmacologist yet so I am still dealing with the obsessive compulsive stuff but I am feeling positive on the progress I have made so far.

So I am going to bed, earlier than I have in several weeks and hopefully will sleep all night until my alarm goes off. I am very much ready to have things go back to my form of "normal".